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05 February 2009 @ 11:25 pm
FFVIII/FFX- "Time/Plane", Ellone, Auron  
Title: Time/Plane
Fandom: FFVIII/FFX
Character(s), Pairing(s): Ellone, Auron
Rating: T
Warning(s): Meta about time compression and the dynamics of the Farplane
Summary: A soul spans a thousand eons, and so does time; compressed together, they glow.


Time Compression felt like a tug at the back of her mind, fingers splayed out in front of her. It didn't feel like her power normally did; instead, it felt like her entire being was being pulled into a container far too small to hold all of her, and yet fitting it anyway. It felt like a car moving too fast around too-tight corners, swaying back and forth as the tires squealed. It made her dizzy, but she pushed on, because if she let go, it would snap like a rubber band and propel them all into something she could never hope to retrieve them from.

She felt Rinoa's power mingling with hers, and then enveloping them all, surpassing them as a wave crashing against their solid backs. Ultimecia was a beacon in the distance- the lighthouse they were aiming for in the fog.

They hit the chains and stilled, and she knew they had arrived, but she kept going, because her hold was slipping, and the tendrils of power around her fingers wouldn't dislodge. She tumbled, over and over herself until she thought she might be sick, and then stopped abruptly when her back hit something solid and real. It felt like ground- ground in time, she could only suppose- lined with the stalks of flowers that moved with the gentle breeze.

Ellone lifted her head, and saw stars.

There were bits of light flying around that she thought were fireflies; thought, until she saw the flickering of rainbow within their glowing forms. They left behind trails that glittered in the strange, not-sun as they swooped low near the flowers. Elle wondered if she was in the orphanage garden.

"No."

She looked up, squinting into the sky that wasn't sky.

"It's not?" she asked, mouth oddly dry. Her tongue felt thick. When she pushed herself to her feet, her legs were trembling as if she'd run a marathon, muscles aching from overuse. The magic was still buzzing in her fingertips, and if she concentrated on the pulse, she could feel the children. They were still alive- still fighting. "What is this place?"

A man stepped out from the shadows, bathed in the glowing faerie-lights. His coat was the color of blood, cowl covering half his face; one arm, like a ronin, held static in the sleeve. He looked like the warrior hero from a picture book she had read to Squall when he was younger, proud and stoic and scarred from the battles that had sculpted him.

He felt like Edea- sad.

"It is anything you want it to be," he said.

"Then what are you?" Elle asked. "A figment, too?"

The ronin looked up at the sky, exposing more of his face, and Elle thought she saw the ghost of a smile flicker across his features. It was like everything around her; incorporeal and ethereal, wavering in and out of existence.

"Yes," he said, "and no."

"So this place that is not a place," she said, blowing hair from her face and concentrating on the tingling in her palms, "does it have a name?"

"We call it the Farplane."

"We?" she asked. The man cocked his head again, as if studying her clothes. She wondered for a long moment if he could feel her magic- he had to see it, wrapped around her like a cloak. She felt at home in the swirls and the fireflies and the whispered song at her ears.

"You are not from here," he stated.

"I don't even know where here is," Elle admitted. "But I think it's connected- somehow. Everything is, I guess."

"Who are you?" he asked.

"Ellone," she answered.

"Are you a summoner?"

"I- no," she said, blinking. "Not really. I've never had a GF. I'm just- me. Everything. Nothing."

He laughed, and it reverberated through her veins.

"Yes," he mused, stroking his chin. "You really are."

Elle turned, trying to find more of her surroundings. She got the distinct feeling that there were more people there she simply could not see; bodies of light felt more like souls than fireflies, and the whispering seemed to come from the flowers themselves, swaying at her feet. They dusted her ankles and tickled the skin there.

"I don't know if I can leave here," she said, mostly to herself, trying to keep the panic down. It bubbled in her chest anyway, and pushed against her ribs. "Or if I can come back."

"Do you want to?" the ronin asked.

She did; something about the place felt like the gasp of relief in a myriad of haste, a final place to lay and relax. It didn't particularly feel good, and yet it was calming, comforting, wrapping itself around her like an afghan to block the cold.

"Is this- where you go to die?" she asked.

"No," he said. "It's what comes after."

Her heart pounded in her head, ringing against her ears, and she could feel her breathing quicken even as she fought it back.

"Am I dead?"

"I don't know," he replied.

"I think- I think there is magic here," she said, holding her hands up in front of her, palms facing the sky. She could see the ribbons; she always could. They connected her to the place where the children were, to the house that Ultimecia had carved, and then again to the orphanage where the waves anchored the white stone to the sea.

Suddenly, the ronin was beside her, holding a hand up as if he, too, could see the threads.

"I think you are the magic," he told her. "A rose amongst weeds."

"You're not a weed," Ellone said, reflexively, because the ripples of sadness were coming from him as they once had from Cid, when Matron had left, and she could scarcely breathe for the nostalgia taking over her. "Are you- dead?"

He grinned, though the expression reached only one side of his mouth.

"Yes."

"No," she said, the word coming out like a gasp. She reached for him without knowing why- he just felt like them, like the ones so drenched in sorrow that even the sun wouldn't warm up, and she felt it in her bones. Her hand collided with his as he was pulling away, and even though he was dead- not there, not really- the contact was enough to trigger the magic in her fingertips.

She saw beasts of light and power, writhing against the sky. She saw white-hot sands and frozen branches, well-worn trails and an expanse of green meadow. She tasted the bitter tang of regret in the back of her throat, and the copper of fear on her tongue. Everything was black, then white, hope, then despair. And when she pulled away, she was breathing hard, struggling to catch the oxygen once more, because it was so overpowering and intoxicating.

"You see?" he asked, and his voice was almost tender. "You see why this place is the way it is?"

"No," she choked out, tears burning the inside of her eyelids. "Not here, too."

His hand was on the back of her head, stroking the hair there, and it was warm- warmth she hadn't expected from one self-professing to be deceased.

"You should go back to them," he told her.

"No," she said again, fingers tangling with his. "Who- who are you?"

"Auron."

"Auron," she tried out, the name rolling of her tongue easily.

"Go."

How she was on her feet, she didn't know; her legs were still shaking from the magic exhaustion. The tendrils began to thicken and pull, wrapping themselves around her arms like chains, ribbons sparkling in the not-sun of the land around her. His hands on her shoulders were steadying.

"Go."

"Wait," she whispered. The magic was a blur now, whirling around her again. It wanted her back, and she fought against its pull. "Wait- I'll come back."

"Don't." His voice was gentle and firm, and she didn't question why so many had looked up to him once. Her hands entwined in his again, briefly, palm against palm. "Live."

"Wait-"

"Live."

And the magic pulled her back into the darkness, into the nothingness of time and space compressed into a line.
 
 
( 12 comments — Leave a comment )
aria28: shiva[info]aria28 on February 6th, 2009 10:44 am (UTC)
I don't always enjoy x-worlds ff stories (mostly because there seems to be a lot badly written ones *cough* fanfiction.net *cough*) but those two characters work really well together and the interraction presented here is entirely possible. I love the fact about it all being so fleeting and almost tangible but not quite, just like the environment you describe. Well done!

Edited at 2009-02-06 10:45 am (UTC)
K[info]argle_fraster on February 6th, 2009 07:00 pm (UTC)
Thank you! :) I'd actually been promising someone this pairing forever, and just got around to it. I'm glad you liked it- Ellone makes a lot of crossovers possible, especially when you meta with the Farplane, haha.
rack wishes to subscribe to your newsletter[info]irish_ais on February 6th, 2009 02:52 pm (UTC)
Katy!

This is phenomenal. I need to share this with a hundred-billion people now, because it is THAT GOOD.
K[info]argle_fraster on February 6th, 2009 07:00 pm (UTC)
ILU <3
Little Bird: FFX: Auron[info]night_is_fallen on February 6th, 2009 08:17 pm (UTC)
This is just gorgeous. There's so much I want to say about it, but I don't think I could possibly do it justice.

I love the way it just makes sense here. It's completely plausible that Elle would find herself in/on the Farplane during Time Compression -- you make it work so so well. And you always manage to paint such a pretty picture with your words.

Excellent, as always.
Melissa Russell: Auron x Rikku: Copycat![info]virusq on February 8th, 2009 03:52 pm (UTC)
*blubbers*

That was magical.
Helluin: dreaming[info]auronlu on February 11th, 2010 08:28 am (UTC)
Oh my goodness. I was doing random searching of the net for Auron-fic and found this.

I am in love. What an unusual collision of characters, exquisitely imagined. I love Ellone's perspective, her confusion and kindness -- she's an odd character, someone who is almost entirely ordinary with extraordinary power she barely understands, and her heart is the greatest power she has. And a very well-written Auron. It is so hard to write his compassion, sadness, and odd sense of humor without laying the paint down too thickly.

"Live." Very Auron.
K[info]argle_fraster on February 11th, 2010 08:32 am (UTC)
wow, lol, I'm surprised you found this! This spawned from the Auron/Ellone discussion we had somewhere and decided this pairing could totally work so I wrote this as an exercise with the characters. I'm very glad to hear that you think the fic worked and worked well- Ellone is my favorite FF character. ♥ Thank you so much for your kind words, they made my day! :)
Helluin: Nebula[info]auronlu on February 11th, 2010 10:36 am (UTC)
Even more surprisingly, it turned up on page 5 of a Google search for "auron nc-17".

*blushes to admit I was searching for that, but, er, anyways... good/unusual writing > smut!*
Jade Dixon: Pandora's Box[info]leasspell_dael on February 12th, 2010 11:25 pm (UTC)
"Palm to palm is holy palmer's kiss." Might I spy a bit of Shakespeare there at the end?

I love this: The exploration of what Ellone went through during Time Compression; the emphasis that her magic is not spawned from a junction. Her hesitance to leave such a peaceful realm. I always get the feeling that she has never really known peace in her life, even when travelling with the White SeeDs...

She would remind Auron so much of the Summoners his own world sacrifice constantly, that it's no wonder he's so determined that she should live.

Very beautifully written.
K[info]argle_fraster on February 13th, 2010 12:36 am (UTC)
Thank you so much! I'm so happy people are sort of stumbling across this really old fic now, haha, because I always really liked the possibility of the dynamics between the two characters and am pleased that other people are enjoying them, too! Thank you so much for reading this and leaving me feedback, I really appreciate it! ♥
Helluin: emptiness[info]auronlu on February 18th, 2010 06:54 am (UTC)
P.S. This piece vaguely inspired me to write an Auron bumps into Aeris ficlet, just to see what would happen.

Yours is richer in depth and detail, but, well, there it is.
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